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don't try to cart your tasks off on me then look at me like i'm the asshole when i tell you i can't because you're too much of an idiot to see that my hands are full of my belongings and i hadn't even gotten into fucking the building yet... are you fucking serious?!
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| woot!! |
[05 May 2006|10:33pm] |
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I PASSED!!!
i got a B in western civ II!!!!
i really did graduate today after all!! lolol
oh gleeful me ♥
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| phase 3 |
[04 May 2006|01:18pm] |
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my college years are coming to a close and everything seems to be a blur.. its hard to believe that i have spent 4 years here.. there were times when it seemed like it would never end, and i would never finish, but now that it has i realize how quickly it all went by.. over the past years i gained, lost, and regained about 20lbs, met and befriended some amazing people, lost touch with a few others, burned some bridges, and am on my third serious relationship.. ive kept busy and now have a 2-page resume chock full of all the shows ive worked on.. roomates from hell have come and gone, not that i wasnt probably a hellian myself at times.. in a week i will be moving to daytona for 3 months to work at seaside.. after that everything is still uncertain.. my relationship, my residence, my employment are all up in the air.. its a bit unsettleing, but i'm trying not to freak out too much.. just do what i can until that time comes.. but man is that black void up ahead scary.. exciting but mostly scary.. i know i'll make it through but i cant help but sometimes ponder the possible hardships, heartaches, and mindsets i may experience.. ah well.. no use lamenting.. i have some good times and a vacation to the keys to look forward to :)
gotta get back to cleaning.. the parentals are on their way up
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| mall fun |
[26 Mar 2006|10:58am] |
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i scratched my ipod over spring break.. funny how i kept saying i was gonna buy a case for it and didn't buy one until after is got scratched.. i'm a tard sometimes.. oh well.. i have a new case for it now, and it has a clip so i don't have to be uncomfortable when it's in my pocket anymore :)
i went to the mall yesterday with emily.. it was alot of fun.. the purpose was to find interview-appropriate clothes, which we both did, but of course there were other purchases as well heh..
my list of purchases:
♥ ann taylor pink top
♥ ann taylor teal sweater set
♥ ann taylor tank top
♥ teal mac eyeshadow
♥ ipod case with clip
♥ target bikini
♥ abercrombie jean skirt
i am in love with all of my stuff :) ann taylor is where i got all my interview clothes and they are all super cute and will go nicely mix-and-matched with my express slacks and sketchers boots.. i saw some really cute purses at target but thought i had done enough damage for the day.. i havent had a shopping day this successful in a long time.. emily is the best! :)
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[24 Mar 2006|01:25pm] |
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dave left this morning for vermont and i already miss him.. it makes me wonder how i'll be able to cope if my work/career end up taking me away from him.. he's most likely going to stay in orlando for another year or so.. meanwhile any job prospect i have come to find are at least 2 hours away from here.. 2 hours isn't that bad, but the most promising offer has come from centerstage theatre in baltimore, maryland... way to far to be able to drive over and visit for a weekend.. i want to be optimistic.. i have had long distance relationships before that worked out pretty well, but only because of good phone relationships.. dave isn't a phone person, or much of an IM person.. what we have, we have together and it concerns me at how it would effect our relationship if we had to be apart for some time.. i never thought i would be one to let my personal life determine my career moves, but i realize now how strong the influence of the heart over the mind can be.. in the mean time i can only hope for the best.. we both want to end up in new york in the next few years, so we could ultimately end up there together and not have to be apart.. but all of the worries of an uncertain future are always with me these days..
if i do get the job in baltimore (which would be a wise choice for me considering the money, housing, and contacts) then i will make sure i make this summer the best for us and stay here as long as i can with him.. perhaps we'll be able to vacation together, just the two of us.. either way there are going to be alot of changes not just with all of this on my mind but the fact that all of my wonderful friends will be moving on to the next phase of their lives as well.. both my roomates and emily will be off to grad school, others will be leaving the state doing internships and other work.. it's all very bittersweet.. but in the end the theatre business is a small world and we will all probably end up working together again sometime or another.. for now it's all about giving support and keeping in touch..
graduation is approaching so quickly my mind seems to never rest.. i suppose it's a natural time for reflection and planning.. i just want to say to all of my friends thank you and tell them that they mean so much to me and i wish only the best for them... 4 weeks left of class.. let's make the best of the time we have here with each other.
love and hugs,
tassie ♥
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| spring break |
[18 Mar 2006|08:31pm] |
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so my spring break was spent with me being babied and on lots of pain medication.. yea.. the wisdom teeth were finally removed leaving me with a bottle of codene, the most unfun of the pain killers that works pretty much like a horse tranquilizer, knocking me out for 4-6 hours at a time, the same increment that i am to take them... wake up hurting, take a pill, pass out for 4 hours, and repeat.. the first night was also accompanied by hours of post-anesthesia nausea.. it was terrible.. i managed to go out by the thrid day to hang out with chris and gelpi for some yummy cold stone ice cream.. i walked around that night with my ice pack pressed on my huge chipmunk cheeks and didn't give a crap who was lookin at my slightly pathetic state at that moment.. the next day i felt well enough to get some sun but only for an hour or so.. yesterday i got the stitches taken out (omg that sucked) but it was glorious shortly after.. those fuckers were pissing me off and causing more pain than the damn wounds... the night was spent in downtown o-town at pine street.. i didn't drink but i had fun.. today is the first day since the surgery that i feel somewhat normal.. days of not being able to properly brsuh my teeth have ended and i can eat solid foods again.. woohoo!.. anyway, i hope everyone had a better spring break than i did cause i kind of felt cheated tho i know it needed to be done and it was the only week that would leave me recover time..
so no pictures, no tan, and not much of a great story.. but it's all done and over with so i suppose it's all good.. one day i'll be able to finally take that spring breakish vacation that i've never done before..
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| i'm a pink drink |
[20 Feb 2006|08:30am] |
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| How to make a nastassia |
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
5 parts humour
5 parts joy |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of curiosity |
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[13 Feb 2006|12:52am] |
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[28 Dec 2005|12:39am] |
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dave just told me what he's getting me for christmas...
a universal studios annual pass.. a whole year of free theme park admission... and free parking... i'm all grins :)
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[12 Dec 2005|10:22am] |
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i think i am just doomed to forever had bad car problems...
friday i was driving to the REP on the 408 and my car makes a weird noise and the engine turns off while i am driving. so i manage to take my car off of the highway and onto the shoulder at the exit of semoran before it completely stops.. thank god i didnt have to push it.. it was raining and cold.. anyway so i call roadside assistance and wait and wait and wait... dave comes to get me and we head to firestone... the next day i get the dreaded phone call... my car had a chain reaction of problems and the grand total is $1200.... mind you i just spent $600 on it to fix the calipers and roters... and i just got this car in october.... fucking OCTOBER... i've only had it for 2 months and already put $1800 worth of credit cards into it.... FUCK
merry FUCKING christmas
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| cirque |
[21 Nov 2005|08:28am] |
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i saw la nouba last night.. it was amazing :)
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[16 Nov 2005|11:09pm] |
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i'm having a bad day.. so insead of venting about it i'm gonna do a survey..
1. DO YOU SNORE? yes
2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? both
3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? not having a family of my own
4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? k-nex dude.. k-nex
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY"? whatever happened to sitcoms?
6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? nope
7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? damn skippy.
8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? definitely not
9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? black
10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? yes
11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? no
12. ANY SECRET TALENTS? i tend to flaunt my talents.. but the bedroom ones are kept there...
13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? i'd love to go to hawaii
14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY? umm... chin?
15. CAN YOU SWIM? sure thing
16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"? love it ♥
17. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE? yeah
18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE ROLL POP? i'll give ya something to lick....
19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? yes, I can
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? yep
21. DO YOU HAVE YOUNGER SIBLINGS? 1 brother
22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS? electric.
23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? leave the poor animals alone
24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? I hope so :)
25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? yea.. it's quite unique
26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? dust, tylenol pm
27. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID? i just want to cry
28. TUPAC IS STILL ALIVE RIGHT? just like elvis
29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS? more like sobbing
30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? scrambled
31. ARE BLONDES DUMB? sometimes.
32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP? didn't they answer that on rocko's modern life once?
33. WHAT TIME IS IT? 11:20 pm
34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? tassie, tisstass, nas
35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING? yea unless i'm starving
36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR? about an hour ago
37. Do YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS? showers
39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED? purrrr
40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? nah
41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? the sims 2
42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? i don't like peanut butter
43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK? sometimes
44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE? no
45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY? once
46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE? in an ideal world
47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER? not so much.
48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? brown
49. HOW LOUD DO YOU SNEEZE? ummm.. normal?
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE? usually... but sometimes i have days like this
51. WHO'S BETTER: STONE COLD OR THE ROCK? cold stone... and i mean the ice cream
52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC? not so much.
53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"? wonderful
54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS? 3.. piano, guitar, flute
56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD? nope
57. HAVE YOU BEEN CAMPING? only on feild trips back in the elementary days
58. DO YOU SNORT WHEN U LAUGH? sometimes.. and then i laugh some more
59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN FATE? yeah somewhat
60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND? no, they're MY best friend
61. DO YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE? if the guy is a fucktard.
62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK? no
63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES? lately.
64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY? no but its supposed to be tomrorrow
65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? fazoli's
67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED? many, many times...
69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE? yep
70. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT? my humps
71. FAVORITE CD AT THE MOMENT? gorillaz - demon days
72. FAVORITE TV SHOW AT THE MOMENT? CSI
73. EVER CURSE AT YOUR PARENTS? a few times
74. WORST PUNISHMENT YOUR PARENTS GAVE YOU? fuck punishments.. a beating with a toaster oven rack
75. BIGGEST TURN ON? confidence
76. BIGGEST TURN OFF? conceit
77. DREAM CAR? scion tc
78. FAVORITE OLD NICKELODEON SHOW? salute your shorts
79. DO YOU ANSWER BLOCKED/RESTRICTED CALLS? no
80. LAST CONCERT? our lady peace
81. No question.
82. LAST SONG HEARD? swtichfoot - 24
83. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ONLINE? james
84. LAST PERSON YOU FOUGHT WITH? my mom
85. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? waiting
86. LAST PLACE YOU EVER WANT TO GO? Hell
87. LAST THING YOU SAID? you already asked me that...
88. LAST TIME TAKEN ANY DRUG? does birth control count?
89. LAST THING YOU READ? the bill for my car
90. WHO DO YOU LOVE RIGHT NOW? my family, my boyfriend, and my best friend
91. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? emily
92. WHO DO YOU HATE RIGHT NOW? vagzilla, aka roberta sloan
93. WHO DO YOU WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW? eric szmanda from CSI
94. WHO DO YOU WANT TO KILL? W.
95. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST REGRET? i don't regret because my experiences have made me who i am
96. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING NOW? researching
97. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? fulfilled
98. WHAT TIME IS IT? 11:37
99. WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND RIGHT NOW? i want cuddle time
100. WHAT IS LOVE IN ONE WORD TO YOU? beautiful
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[28 Oct 2005|03:48pm] |
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mike's mom is dying..
they are keeping her alive long enough
for him to fly to boston and say goodbye..
my prayers and love to your family.
vaya con dios ♥
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| yay!! |
[29 Sep 2005|12:16am] |
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my camara came in today!
time to play! :)
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[22 Sep 2005|10:52pm] |
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there is now way i'm gonna pass this exam tomorrow...
up next:
tea
drugs
sleep
good night ♥
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| i just wanna sleeeeeeep... |
[22 Sep 2005|05:44pm] |
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sinus pressure is no fun... i feel like my head is being squeezed through a small tube..
well 1000 words down, 5000 more to go... gordon rule classes are the best!! ugh >:(
i have a western civ exam tomorrow and nothing seems to be getting into this drugged up head of mine.. everytime i try and read i fall asleep.. its happened like 3 times today.. i really need to get through this sudy guide or im screwed.
well i'm off to continue coughing up half a lung.. peace out bitches ♥
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[21 Sep 2005|03:11pm] |
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autumn officially begins tomorrow which of course means nothing in the sate of florida... it's been nasty the past couple of days
i'm still without car.. and i hate that i have to depend on others just to get to school.. and i know none of them like driving me around or lettimg me borrow their cars.. it's just frustrating.. i really hope i can get my mom's car soon.. i'm not sure i can afford a rental for that long.
i'm getting sick which is no fun at all :(
i have a 6000 word paper to write on my internship this summer.... ick
my computer memory came in today.. yay for 1 gig
and i finally bought a new digital camara which should get here by the end of this week.. new pics soon to follow :)
thank you ashley and brandon for helping me with my car troubles.
that is all.
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| oh what fun! |
[19 Sep 2005|03:05pm] |
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sooo... i now have to use the emergency brake to stop my car..
can we say not safe??
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| and the bad news.... |
[15 Sep 2005|05:48pm] |
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well it's official.. i am saying goodbye to my car.. it has finally come to the point where i just cannot afford to keep up with the maintainance costs any longer... so long dear friend..
in a few weeks i will be getting my mother's camry.. hello air conditioning.
le sigh
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| it's oh so fun |
[14 Sep 2005|01:53pm] |
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so there's this play that's going on right now in our black box theatre entitled "my gina".. not gina as in a girls name but rather her neather regions.. lol let the inuendos fly.. and they're everywhere.. they really worked hard on my gina and you should come and see it! hehe ;)
okay aside from the perversions.. things are going pretty smoothly so far.. i got an A on my finite exam, and i think i did pretty well on today's human species exam tho i won't find out for sure for a few days.. i'm feeling really good about working on The Good Woman of Sezuan.. i was nervous at first, being my first realized design at school and all, but after the first few meetings i believe that it will not be a production from hell.. let's hope...
tomorrow i have to take my car in and get the brakes checked out cause they're making grinding noises which is never good.. and after that light focus for Proposals and a good long nap..
oh and once again america has butchered what used to be an amazingly good anime.. those poor little kids.. if they only knew how good naruto is supposed to be.. but hey, at least it's not pokemon.. oh and i also bought a gig of memory for my laptop and i'm downloading the sims2.. you probably wont see me for a good while lol... and that concludes the end of the nerd portion of my update.
i'm learning wake me up when september ends by green day on my guitar.. it just seemed appropriate.
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